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Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Not in love.

     Claiming to be in love at this age is something that is only ever ridiculed. Other people your age will laugh at you for saying so, adults will think you're just a naive young soul. There is no way around it. Saying "I love you." To someone you love, romantically, at this age. It's a joke to most people. So. I won't say I'm in love.

     I will say that, seeing you makes me happy. It just makes me smile. And no matter how mad I am, or annoyed, the sight of you makes it all go away for a second and all I can think about it you. I will say that when you say my name it makes me feel like the most important person in the world. I will say that just spending time with you.. I'm always at me happiest. I'm always my best me around you. I'll say that you're smile, even the artificial one, always makes me want to scream because you're so gosh dang cute. But I won't say I love you, from fear of being called stupid, young, immature, childish, synonyms.. But I will say that I think about you constantly. I'll say that your laugh makes me feel like a little kid. (Well, more little than I already am.) I'll say that I love how you make fun of me in the most innocent and nicest ways. But I won't say,

 I love you.

And you are completely unaware.